A sin that brings you to heaven.
For those who have sinned and are looking for sincere repentance, the pain derived from that sin is something that they may carry for the rest of their lives. For these selected few, that pain fuels them to continue in their struggle to abstain from committing more sins. That pain also becomes the reminder for them to continuously atone for their past sins. Eventually, the approaches they take to deal with the pain may lead them to heaven. But do not ask to be one of them. For not everyone can endure a life living in the pains of their past.
Istighfar.
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