Thursday, April 16, 2009

.: Trail of mystification:.


When things became sidetracked …

This morning, as I was walking to work, I looked up to the sky, bewildered at its vastness … figured how little I am … it was then I questioned myself … a question that I had wanted to ask for months ... cringed at the thought alone ... did I make the right choice?

Or should I make another one to make it right again?

Am I moving too fast?

Is the challenge I sought for becoming unbearable?

Should the mind pay more attention to what the heart is saying all along?

Doing the impossible … Thinking of the impossible ... Believing in the impossible ...

Where has all the positive elements gone to?

Am I losing my confidence, my drive, my aim, my principles?

That was when God sent a guy to cut pass me with these words on the back of his t-shirt …

Anything is possible.

As long as you have faith in Him” whispers the mind and the heart in unison …
12.18noon Malaysian Time

12 comments:

redanna said...

salam,

hajar, its bee a while since i last comment on your blog.. kindda miss ya.. :)

i cant read its your mind, but for sure, the best to surrender and ask for guidance is Allah. may u have the peace..

nadia said...

Sometimes, He gives us those moments - the ones when we ponder and question ourselves - so that we seek Him all over again.

Hajar said...

Redanna :: Wa'alaikumussalam sis. That makes the two of us. :)

Good advice. Frankly speaking, it's amazing how every time I feel like sinking in the moments of hopelessness, something incredible emerges. Mysterious, mysterious ways ...

Nadia :: A never ending cycle, to keep us from going astray. :)

Umm Omar said...

Making some decisions are so hard. I know many times I feel like I've been in mental anguish over some decions I neeeded to make. The most important thing,I think, is that once you make them, put your trust in God and don't second guess yourself. May Allah be with you, sister!

Lisa said...

Sometimes it's better to make a decision. Because either way you will make have to make one in the end, and it's better if it's not made for you.

Allah is definitely there for us, and thank you for lifting me up today Hajar.

May Allah make it easy for you to decide. Ameen. Love you.

Flifla said...

salam aleykoum

listen to ur heart
insha allah

Ash Mazelan said...

Assalamualaikum, sis.

Talking about 'ANYTHING IS POSSIBLE', I remembered one story where one guy cold walk on water by only saying Bismillah.

As long as you have faith in Him.

p/s: you're tagged. :)

Hajar said...

Umm Omar :: Wise wise words. I do try not to second guess. Each time it happens, I'll push it aside. But sometimes, the more you push it away, the more it haunts you. It happens. Yet, I'm sure Allah S.W.T has His reasons. :) Thanks for the advice sis. ^^

Lisa :: Alhamdulillah, I get to make my own decisions. Problem lies when I spend too much time thinking about it...

Insha'Allah Lisa, Allah S.W.T shall make it easy for the both of us. :)

Flifla :: Wa'alaikumussalam. ^^ Will try to do so. In practice, the mind overpowers the heart ...

Ash Mazelan :: Wa'alaikumussalam. Yeah, faith is the prime factor. :) Tagged? Will check momentarily. Thanks. ^^

Hajar Zamzam Ismail said...

I love it when God sends me a "little affirmation" to guide my steps.:) It renews your faith, doesn't it?

Asma Ahsan said...

Its true - Anything is possible - thats a very positive thought. You should not give up on a project once you decide to go through with it. :)

Aynur said...

I think it's good to be questioning your decisions! Otherwise you'll end up being a mindless drone, IMO. :D
((hugs))
Whatever your issue is - pray, research, I think those are the best things. :)

Hajar said...

Hajar Zamzam Ismail :: Most definitely does. ^^

Asma Ahsan :: Point taken. That's what I've been telling myself. Until I've made my mark, I shall not back down. The reference is mainly for things which are ambiguous, unclear; ultimately these are the bothersome ones. Perseverance, faith and endurance plays a major part here. :)

Aynur :: LoL~! I happen to like being in drone-like stance once a while! Well said. ^^