Monday, June 8, 2009

.: Unconscious houdini :.

Streams of it.

There are times when one can only plan.

There are times when one needs to do what one has set to do.

There are times when in order to find oneself, one has to venture out.

Can they no longer differentiate between true sadness and true happiness?

"My life is a battle." - Voltaire

This is no longer a whimsical fantasy. It has transmogrified into a need, a must have. Without it, one shall risk sinking deeper into losing oneself. Scattered around are the missing fragments. It is one thing to gather it all and piece it back together. It is another thing to hold dearly the ones that are still attached and ensure that it does not break apart into a million tiny pieces.

The journey to find oneself. The journey towards withholding a belief. The journey against all odds.

And the epic battle has begun.
7.55pm Malaysian Time


Asmi's Journal said...

Awesome! I can feel the force...
The epic battle has begun

You sure have a way of putting things :D

Well ukhti, may Allah guide you and,
now that you know what to do, all you have to do is to actually do it. (that can be the hardest thing)

Asmi :)

[And I just read your previous post - is this where the travelogue begins? ;)]

Anonymous said...

There are moments such as these when i'm reminded of the words of Umer ibn Khattab (radhiAllahuanhu)when he said: We move from one qadr of Allah to another qadr. (essence of the meaning of his words)

Wish you wisdom & strength in your struggle.

Hajar Alwi said...

Asmi :: It appears to be I'm revealing meager pieces of my abstract side. :)

Probably the harder it is, the sweeter the outcome shall be.

LoL~ Naww. That travelogue is for a publication. These are quite a spur of the moment planning.

The way my mum puts it ... "Have you gone INSANE?" ^^

Hugs, Hajar. :)

serendipitouslife :: Beautiful words sis. Thanks a 'mil for the kind thoughts. :)

Ms.Unique said...

Splendid! Very true ... May Allah make your journey easy and fruitful for U :)

Hajar Alwi said...

Insha'Allah sis! It hasn't been easy. Alhamdulillah, I have understanding people surrounding me. :)